wow another year is up for me, i am finally a year older which is somewhat of an excitement/ relief but more so is it a openeing to a new chapter of my life, a new chapter of my blog but the same old me..although this blog is not yet one year old a new year of my age is a new page in the book of my life pretty soon i can put it all together for a biography!! Haha..just kidding. For my readers who have been reading for a long time...u guys ROCK (like Brock..lol) and for you newbies WeLcOmE!! feel free to comment :D
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Saturday, February 19, 2005
church was...well what I expected. Except i didnt get looked over with odd faces by any girls, nor did i see "sara", nor did i blush. Sometimes wearing bold clothes makes me more bold in my actions so, even though no one spoke to me I spoke to some people...only for a little though cuz i had to get going. i sat by myself but i verfied sitting by myself by telling myself that its cool to be a loner, i mean for me all the guys i like are loners so i think its pretty cool. I guess it shows ur stable. Man i love this song...Take You on a Cruise by Interpol. SO good. the right part of my right hand has been asleep allday ever since i woke up. its extremely annoying...if anyone has advice on how to make it stop please cue me in. But back to church, i think ill go alone more often because i think that will make me bolder and not just stuck to my friends. I notice that if your always with the same people u kind of shut yourself away from other people. I dunno i guess that only happens with me and sam. but i love sam! i called sashi to go with me today to church but she was at solo and ensamble for trombone and then gaurd competition. GO SASHI! wishing u the best <3. u know ive never been to a real concert. and now im going to three:
1) Who: Battle of the (highschool) Bands When: next friday the 25th Tickets: $5 w/coupon
2) Who: INTERPOL!! When: friday March 18th (2 months till my b-day) Tickets: all $23
3) Who: SwItChFoOt When: April 2nd (spring break) Tickets: ?? but its in cypress gardens =(
My mom is really excited to let me go to switchfoot cuz she knows i really like them. if u want to go to any please do! i think itd be really fun if we all went together so just write a comment that u want to go. i don't want to go alone people and if u dont know who interpol is just download their songs..their awesome! and then come to the show w/ me.
well thats all for now and, sadly, the stills have no upcoming concerts i know of. I'm going to Naples tomorrow but i also have a bit of work...outline, phase III, chem. quiz, reading, reading chem., math hw, math quest. grrrreat.
Posted at 10:39 pm by ovrthemoon
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I go to an awesome church with not so awesome people in it. I know i know i may be judging too fast but when u go without your firends no one says hi, ur alone. A great sense of warmth heads to ur cheeks as the girls scan u in ur non abercrombie outfit. Tonight is the first time in along time im going all alone so this should be fun. Just to attract more people ive decided to go even crazier in my stlye. (katie my style is a little more out of this world compared to when i last saw you...monica im goin funky on them!) Here ill tell u what im wearing....shirt= monicas stella tie-dyed rainbow shirt, bottom= my moms old long black skirt, my personal fave, from when she was in the hippie age (i just rhymed =D) shoes= converse of course, accesories= my classic toothbrush bracelet (take out toothbrush bristels [hard part] then place in boiling water and sculp its shape as a bracelet once its limp with salad tongs), bag= old little mermaid bag from my child years...i LuV it! and finally hair= half up half down. Now all i need is flowers for it. I bet my mom will have a fit as soon as I step in that car. But whatever ill tell her im wearing it cuz god made me. Which is not mockery or a lie because god did make me. =). the tricky truth. anyway ill tell u how it goes when i get back. and only adding to my excitement is the fact that i get to see "sara". *sarcasticly* YAY!
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Friday, February 18, 2005
Well, after two weeks of tears, fights, late nights, ALL NIGHTERS, research papers, and quizzes I finally have a 5 day weekend. Of course its really supposed to be a 4 day weekend but i got a stomach virus yesterday and began barfing everywhere. which is very attractive of course. Today, friday, I took my CPT (college placement test) and went to teacher workday with my dad where I did absolutely nothing. even though I had planned to do my hw...isn't it nice how i get things done? I took the CPT cuz its required for my admission to SAS (school of advanced studies) which is a dual enrollment school where you finish highschool and graduate with two years of college under your belt. It, of course, has its pros and cons but a highlight in the pro section is the fact that school doesn't start till 9:00am!! and ends at like 3:45 but who cares as long as I dont have to go to school till 9!! and ill be driving to school next year so i can wake up at like 8:00...or 7:45 to be safe but still it is an amazing improvement from 4:45am evry morning! Plus i dont get home for school till 3:45 anyway so thats not a big deal. That all is a major positive but there are many negatives. But lets leave it at a positive note.
Valentines Day was this week. Wow it seems so long ago. Well, much to my dissapointment but not suprise, I didnt recieve anything but thats cool im over it. (we didnt make the shirts Katie...make them w/me this summer for nxt yr!!) Ive grown in my view of valentines day. I see it doesnt have to be some superficial holiday about getting love notes or roses from the guy you like or a secret sdmirer (although that would be nice) but what its really about is the chocolate. No just kidding but thats a perk! Its really about the people you love, your family, god, friends, treasureing what you have, realizing you may not have evrything but u sure have a lot, and realizing you need to love yourself. I guess every day is what you make it. But despite the fact my thoughts were in the right place the night ended with yet another fight with my mom. That day I also got in a fight with a friend on terms I am very firm on. She doesnt see what she did wrong but I see it as clear as day. I think anyone, except for her and my mom who defended her when i told her(...another big fight there...) would def. agree what she did was wrong. And its not even a stupid problem, it is extremely serious but I won't go into it online or put a name to this friend. No predjudices need to be formed and with proper guidance things should work out. SO that was my valentines, a morning with an open happy mind and the end of the day with two fights. But wait! I forgot the best part! I spent valentines with a boy! Haha nothing big though guys. After school Jess and I decided we would voulenteer with the rest of the Tri-M Honor Society were in (Tri-M= Modern Music Masters...note the three M's so then its Tri-M...snazzy huh?) and we went to sing at a nursing home. We got a ride with Drew a sax player at our school who drivers without his shoes *gasp* (thats illegal u know but what can he say he has heavy shoes haha). We decided after we would go to cold stone but then after when we were about to go Jess bailed and that left Drew, me, and some other girl and we all went out for ice cream. It was soo much fun!! Drew and I had never hung out before and neither me or the other girl and we just had a ball. I love drew hes really funny! but its like a best boy friend love thing not like a "i like u" thing. He would be someone I would DEF. make a covennat with thats like if i dont marry anyone by the time I'm 50 I'll marry you. I'm looking forward to hanging out with him again sometime. And jess will come too!
Other than that I've been really hanging out with myself, immersed in new music ive found to love from random chance findings. and of course with help from katie =). i love your style of music katie!! i guess that means im a schitzofrenic (sp?) music lover too. haha. Anyway lately I've discovered and fallen in love with the music styling of BEN FOLDS FIVE!! (ilovethem) Interpol (also amazing) The Stills (they rock my socks) The Postal Service (*sigh* so romantic) The Von Bondies (C'mon C'mon u gotta love em) The Phantom Soundtrack from the movie (ok well not really a band) and Ive found the most amazing thing ive ever found in miami...a local battle of the bands with high schoolers my age who rock it out!! Their awesome!! Monica and I found the site when she had to stay over for the weekend (such a treat hehe) and Sashas friends had a link to vote for them cuz they were competing. Well *shhh* i didnt vote for them but i voted for my two faves: Green- "Why?" (who have an ok song but im in love with the guys voice) and the song i am absolutely in love with for some odd reason is Merge with "I'm Sorry". Those were the two I voted for in the semi-finals and they both made it to the finals. Now it's the final 6 and I've, of course, voted for Merge but another great group I didnt see when I began was Ject. Their amazing. But sorry guys, merge still has my heart. If you too would like to vote go HERE and choose the finalist! I'm for sure going to the final concert and if you wanna go too just write a comment and we can all carpool. It'd be awesome if we got a lot of ppl to go. Also if you go to the site u can hear the songs and see pictures so VOTE and report back here. =)
I think I'm in love with music. Thus the icon I, again, stole from katies site. Music is my boyfriend...it just does something to me I don't mean it turns me on sexually or anything but it turns my heart on, it make it beat faster, get excited, i dance around my room like such a hippie in my long skirts and do like weird improv dance i feel through my soul. It excites me so much to hear a song I love and close my eyes and just all alone in my room become one with it just let it flow through me expressed through weird dance. Except i do admit its embarrasing when my parents walk in and im dancing around like im high or something but now my mom appreciates it as something that make me truly excited and up beat. She's adjusted to the fact I'm a music junkie.
Posted at 01:47 pm by ovrthemoon
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Sunday, February 06, 2005
This Smoking World
Tobacco is a dirty weed:
I like it.
It satisfies no normal need:
I like it.
It makes you thin, it makes you lean,
It takes the hair right off your bean,
It's the worst darn stuff I've ever seen:
I like it.
-G.L. Hemminger
(note: i personally am against smoking but i absolutely love this poem)
Posted at 07:52 pm by ovrthemoon
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Saturday, January 22, 2005
"Personally I like to think my brother is having a college experiece like they do in the movies. I don't mean the big fraternity party kind of movie. More like the movie where the guy meets the smart girl who wears lots of sweaters and drinks cocoa. They talk about books and issues and kiss in the rain. I think something like that would be very good for him, especially if the girl were unconventionally beautiful. They are the best kind of girls, I think."
i stole that from kathryn who stole that from a book
Posted at 11:20 pm by ovrthemoon
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Saturday, January 08, 2005
Well im kinda in a hurry 2 go but i realized that i havent written yet this week...this entry cant be long cuz ive got so much hw this week. 2 essays, a project, a chem. quiz, a math quest, and super hard math hw. ahhhhhhh!! god help me. i cant really take all this work i have and i CANT WAIT to start a new in the new grading period...anywho sam and i are taking drivers ed. its flippin' sweet! we got to drive our 1st class...its the first time ive ever driven. i <3 drivers ed!i wish all my classes were like that. *sigh* but...whatever.
keep me in ur prayers...i sure as heck need em!
Posted at 05:06 pm by ovrthemoon
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Sunday, January 02, 2005
a new year a big decision
although yall have given up hope for me to ever write again...and i do agree i had given up hope myself, i am sitting down and getting the ants outta my pants and getting ready for a new year..one in which ill try to write in my blog once a week. just like everyone else a lot has been going on in my life but after a long winter battle between god holding the regins and me holding the regins to my life, god has finally won. ive had the battle going on for a while...between me letting god take my life down the path he wants to take it and me TRUSTING and letting him. I just didnt trust him...and i still struggle with it. it took me a whole winter break for me to realize only through god will i eevr be content again. only until today did i realize. i realized everything in my world would be so less stressful if i gave my stress to him...im not sure what quote it is but in the bible it says something about only worrying about one day at a time because each day has enough worries. and thats what i have to do. ive been SO stressed about SAT, night school, my permit, going back to school tomorrow, EVERYTHING that i never had time for god or time for myself. i havent felt such peace in a long, long time. not unitl now..now with my decision that brings me a sudden peace, hope, and joy. =). isnt that what christmas time is supposed to bring. well my decision at the moment is to go to SAS and leave Krop. for 11th and 12th grade I would go to SAS...School of Advanced Studies at Miami Dade Community College. I will be taking 24 credits and when I graduate I will be done with high school and done with 2 years of college. and. even though its a hard decision, ive never felt such peace. Happy New Year everyone and may it be a new year of peace, hope, and joy.
Posted at 06:38 pm by ovrthemoon
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Friday, December 10, 2004
hey! long time no write i know its just with midterms and all ive been so stressed. im basically writing this now to say i probably won't write again until the end of next week. So I guess Ill talk to the world again then and btw katie thanks so very much for the song list i will get those songs now! (and then tell u how i like them) i love ya all and until next week..goodbye!! =)
Posted at 10:12 pm by ovrthemoon
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Saturday, November 20, 2004
there are so many things on my mind...therefore i cannot think.
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